The past few days...

2 days ago we all went to visit the potential dayhome and meet the couple that run it.  I had all kinds of worries in my head and heart before we got there... When we left I felt like my kids going there would be better than being home with me!  I guess this new full time position at work openning and a dayhome spot being available at the same time must mean that it's time.  Time to go back to work everyday, time to send my kids off to daycare, time to cut the cord.  Ya Ya Vi is only 4 months, but she'll be 5 months by the time they're going there all the time, and they wont be there every day either...  The days G is off he'll have them at home, and then I get them all to myself (I guess I'll share with G a bit) on the evenings and weekends!! 

I've had people tell me I should do this.  That it will be good for me, and for my kids, and for my sanity... I know it will be, it's just hard to totally trust other people to spend SSSOOOO much time with my babies, practically raising them.  And then I've had people telling me that I should stay home as long as I can, that I have the rest of my life to have to work... But I don't think this is about HAVING to work, it's more about WANTING to work.  I guess if I want to work, and there's the job I would like to do (it's nothing super fufilling, just better than some other jobs) and someone to take care of my kids all happening at the same time, then I guess the universe is trying to tell me something EH?!



Then last night we went to my staff party.  It was a BBQ around a fire.  For 2 straight days before it RAINED and RAINED and RAINED... Did it stop for the party? Nope, it kept right on raining.... They had set up tarps to keep the rain off our heads, there really isn't anything to do about the cold other than sitting close to the fire and keeping your cup full of some happy drink:)  Despite the cold and raininess it was an awesome time!  It was the first of many staff parties that I wasn't pregnant or nursing (well i'm nursing, but she'll take a bottle just fine) so i was able to join in on the drunken conversation:)  Being the sober one around a bunch of drunkos for so long gets a little old... Drunk people think they're so much more interesting than they really are!! But as long as I was one of them it was a blast:)  Oh and G wasn't working or on call so he was drinking right along side me!!  Anyhoo... We went, we drank, we walked home, we slept, then had a GREAT; hubby cooked, bacon and eggs greasy breakfast.


Today was a lazy jammie day!   We made playdough, and watched movies.  I love JAMMIE DAYS!!!!