how do i quiet my voices?

Tomorrow is my "last day" of work... i'm going casual, but not sure when i'll be able to work again.

so many things to think about,
do i take in a couple kids?  i've already got people asking me to.

do i just spend some time with MY kids?

will i go crazy?

how do i stop worrying?

will money run out?

will Hubs be worked to the bone?

will my babes like being home and away from the other kids?

will my friendship with my boss still last?  will she resent me for leaving?  will we still talk as much as we did at work?

am i making the right choices?

will i do a good job raising my kids?

will they grow up to be good people?

is it really my fault if they don't?

why am i thinking that far ahead when i can't even decide about tomorrow?