cast is off

Greyson is now cast free, and had his first BUBBLE BATH in 5 weeks!!!  He had a blast!  and Vi wanted in SOOO bad, but it was his special bath all to himself!

will be back to writing soon, once all has calmed down and i go for my next ultrasound to find out what's going on in there now.  Oh ya, i guess i could mention that the doc gave me the results from the one i had on the 14th....  there was (is?) a life in there... yuppers people, that means hubs spermies can get through birth control!  AAAHHHH!!!!  but since sunday i've been bleeding and cramping, so back to the doctors i go to find out what's up now.

linky name thingy

just a question, if anyone is reading...
how do i make it so when i comment on someone else's blog MY name is a link to my blog.  i know it's gotta be something simple, but most days i'm below the poverty live when it comes to brainage.

Valentines day.

    I had my ultra sound today, NO I'M NOT PREGNANT!!! i've been having some pain and such lately, wont get into that right now.... so at work i had to drink a BUNCH of water while serving clients, and then go for the scan on my lunch break. 
    I've never been complimented on my ability to fill my bladder before; but apparently i'm excellent at it.... maybe i should add that to my resume.
    I got to the hospital with seconds to spare and go down stairs to the lab to check in and they ask me if i checked in upstairs at the main desk... NO i did not, i've never had to do that before!  So with my excellently filled pee trap i go back up the stairs, check in with the woman; whom i might add must have been training and dropped out of english in grade 3.  The other woman at the desk who i'm guessing was "training" her was on the phone having a seemingly personal conversation.... so there i stand, cross legged, tapping my finger nails impatiently (pun intended) and rudely with the fate of my dry pants in her SLOW AS A SLOTH, single finger typing hands.... "how do you spell your last name again?" "P-E-R-T... no no no oh i see you now".
    Finally i get my hall pass and head back down the stairs of joy to the lab, lay down on the table almost ready to get the ultra sound under way and the techs phone rings... "hello? oh hi how's it going? ya i'm about to do an U/S right now.... oh uuummmm i already had my lunch break....." door closes behind the lady. there i lay, once again these people don't understand how EXCELLENTLY i've filled my bladder!  She comes back, and dumps a blob of really warm goo on my lower abdomen, which instantly makes my vagina want to let go.... Queue compliment on my bladder.... like really! come on, who talks about someones bladder in a flattering fashion?  what ever.... we're almost done and i can imagine my bum hitting a lovely cold public toilet seat and setting forth a flood no man hath seen before.


    after that i ran home to gobble down some lunch.  
    Daddy was home with the kids today and i was greeted  to Greyson and his "mommy's here!!" and then "CARD MOMMY! CARD!!" there was chocolate, flowers and a card on the table...  it was all very sweet, even if the card had a fart joke in it:) i don't really care much for valentines day, i'd rather come home to flowers on the table on, say, march 7th, just because he thought of doing so.  ya ya i know men need a reminder, but still i think romance is more, well, romantic if it's unexpected.  How ever Thank you so much hun!  I love you  to infinity and beyond...  i wanted to add some romantic star wars quote, but i couldn't find any, so you'll have to settle for toy story.


oh ya... when i was getting ready to leave the ultra sound office, i jokingly asked the tech if i could have a copy of someone else's pregnancy sonogram, maybe one with twins, to give to hubs in a V-day card.... she laughed so hard she almost peed my pants too!

how to bottle a memory

The other night, while putting Violette down for the night, i decided instead of just plopping her in her crib as usual i would sit and suck up the moment, full on Dyson style.
I smelled her, i rubbed her, i squeezed her, i kissed her, and hugged her... i may have even nibbled her just a bit on the cheek, only to remember it's supple apricot like fuzziness.  I made sure to consciously bottle that feeling and smell and store it on my spice rack of memories.  Hopefully when i want to pull it down one day 16 years from now to remind me she was once a sweet little thing it's still as fresh as the day i put it there.

after that i went in and did the same to Greyson.

there is nothing in this world as beautiful as the love and trust between a child and their mother or father.

since i would never risk waking one of my monsters here are a couple pics of them at their best:)